May 06, 2010
Live for today
I feel sometimes that I have nothing, but I know that I have everything.
Living from one check-up, scan, blood test to another is no life, I've got to have something else to live for.
May 30 is getting closer, and that is another day of torture while I wait to hear the verdict.. melanoma or no melanoma.. Is it really truly possible to live like this, from one challenge and catastrophe to another, waiting to hear if life is for living or does it need to be stored away for some time?
Restless times around the world, same restlessness as inside my mind.
What if I had to give up all I have?
Where would I go to escape?