Here I am.
Nothing has changed and still countless changes have happened since December 2006.
No news, and still there is plenty to tell. Clock is ticking..
Where to begin.. Now that i am living in a very different environment, I could appreciate those few days in London more than usual.
Yoga class earlier this week really and truly began to work in dissolving my anger. How miraculous. It was kind of wind-like feeling and all I needed to do was wave goodbye.
I also felt a tremendous sensation of forgiveness and following that a lot of compassion toward my own Self and others in that room. Only commitment now will serve me, so that I just need to decide it is all in my power to be MYSELF, no one else. Dropping my mask, not all is lost. Once again, no words can describe how I feel, and perhaps no words are needed.
This week will be spent in the land of snow, Finland- but it is summer, and all the snow has melted. This is my home, it still is. The dog, fully energized golden retriever sleeps on the floor and sometimes when he dreams, his whole body takes part of the chase in the dream. We sit next to him and laugh. But he is like a Duracell bunny, instead of growing older he gets just younger and naughtier, his funny friendly face exposes his mischievous thoughts and we know he is up to no good. We forgive him each and every time.