May 21, 2010

To Bangkok and back

Carter is back in ER. After all of them old ER staff, Dr Greene, Carol, Dr Weaver etc left, the whole show felt empty. Then came Grey's anatomy, but now that Dr Carter is around, even for a short while, ER is back in my list of Top 10 things to do and see.

Eye surgery is just around the corner, question is when and where. Bangkok? It's one of the options, especially at the Bumrungrad Hospital. There are many more hospitals and doctors, whose scalpel will soon cut into my eye, so all I need is to make the right decision, decision that will save my eyesight.

Farmville keeps me entertained and provides an escape from reality. How wonderful would it be to live on a virtual farm, forget all about eye disease, headache, work and taxes.

May 06, 2010

Live for today


I feel sometimes that I have nothing, but I know that I have everything.
Living from one check-up, scan, blood test to another is no life, I've got to have something else to live for.
May 30 is getting closer, and that is another day of torture while I wait to hear the verdict.. melanoma or no melanoma.. Is it really truly possible to live like this, from one challenge and catastrophe to another, waiting to hear if life is for living or does it need to be stored away for some time?
Restless times around the world, same restlessness as inside my mind.

What if I had to give up all I have?
Where would I go to escape?