September 17, 2008
It is here!
Just when you think it's all ok, it's just that.
More questions, less answers, and feeling that you can be happy with this. Acceptance, that whatever is one its way, is ok too.
You read someone else's weblog, thinking that this person really and truly nailed it. They could be your words, your life.
My million dollar (or riyal) question is: had the cancer returned? I've been feeling so.. it cannot be explained, but I felt the same before. This feeling is there, in the back of my mind and it can't and does not allow ignorance. But no more needles, no more medications, no more stupid policies and procedures. I've had enough. Today is ok, tomorrow too, I'm still here.